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Random Thoughts of a Lioness

The reward of conformity was that everyone liked you, except yourself.

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This is me. Like it or not. 'I have long since come to believe that people never mean half of what they say, and it is best to disregard their talk and judge only their actions' - Dorothy Day, 1952

Tuesday, May 31, 2005

Lambaian Ka'abah

My parents are bringing Buster, T and myself to visit the Holy Land. It'll be the second time for most, and Buster's first visit. Although I am (sort of) mentally prepared, physically I am a bit down. And yes, I could do with a little more reading to refresh myself.

The bag is still half packed, and eventhough dear Dr S gave me MC for the day, I am still in the office trying to tie lose ends. The Crazy One is panicking that I am leaving the office for 7 WORKING days. Yup, she has been telling everyone I'll be gone for 2 weeks. *sheesh*

I am excited. I am nervous. I am happy. I am panicking. I am a mixture of many things right now. But most of all, I can't wait to see Masjidil Haram again.

Thanks to all the well-wishers. I shall pray for you, insya Allah.

Mood of the moment : Excited

Monday, May 30, 2005

the sniffles - Part II

Yup, got meself the sniffles again. And just a few days before the Umrah trip. Akak says it might just be a test. I hope so. My head feels like it is as bloated as a balloon!

*Blows nose into pink coloured tissue*

Hmm...maybe I should start taking scott's emulsion again..

Teacher : Mana Lion3ss?

Smart-alec kid who eats cod liver oil : Dia selesema che' gu.


And Bro, if you REALLY think ikang aya is better, make sure you bring some (with Nasi Dagang, thank you) the next trip here.

I WANNA GO HOME!

Mood of the moment : SICK

Tuesday, May 24, 2005

O' dear heart of mine..

Should heartache enter your mind and ambush your joy, yet it prepares the way for happiness.

Quickly it sweeps all others out of the house so that joy may come to you from the source of good.

It shakes the yellow leaves from the branch of heart,so that fresh leaves may grow continuously.

It pulls up the root of old happiness so that a new ecstacy may stroll in from Yonder.

Heartache pulls up withered and crooked roots so that no root may remain conceled.

Though heartache may extract many things from the heart, in truth it will bring something better in return.


Mathanawi V (Rumi)
Translated by William C Chittick


Mood of the moment : Fat

Thursday, May 19, 2005

The things you do when you're on your own..

1. Watch an Indonesian chick flick with your girlfriend.
*And get to see a full grown man sitting next to you crying out loud*

2. Skip dinner.
*With no one to bug you for not taking rice*

3. Wake up later than usual.
*And not panic when you don't have time to prepare drinks*

4. Go jogging in the evening.
*Need not worry about getting dinner (or even eating dinner for that matter!) or going back early*

5. Having your girlfriends sleeping over.
*And talk till the wee hours of the morning*


But this doesn't mean I like to be left behind. Come back soon..

Mood of the moment : So - so

Friday, May 13, 2005

A Walk Down Memory Lane - Driving to KL

Our in-house lawyer-person just confirmed that I am to attend a session in the East Coast this coming Tuesday.

With Buster leaving for the Lion City (and not bring his lioness!) this weekend, it'll be perfect. I get to be away from the office, and get to see friends like Crocy, AlphaBeta and Noora *in hope to get free seafood din-dins!*. According to Mr-Lawyer-Person, I could get a lift from him and save me the trouble of flying. With the new highway, it takes about 2 hours to reach Kuantan..compared to before. Anyway, the drive always reminds me of the long hours we would spend travelling from good ol KT to KL those days.

When we were growing up, we used to look forward to our trip to KL. Mama and Aboh would make sure that we take at least one trip each year. One reason was to make sure we meet our family, since Mama's siblings were all in KL. Another was to shop for school things - uniforms in Globe, books in Minerva, shoes, etc..etc., (you get the drift). And for me, the best thing about these trips were the car ride, and all the stops in between.

We would leave rather early in the morning, normally after Subuh prayers. Equipped with cushions and enough food to feed an army, we would bundle up in Aboh's white Peugeot 504 and make ourselves comfortable. T would always end up in the middle seat, while Abang and I would fight for the seat behind Mama (more room space!). Then off we went, taking the coastal road heading to Kemaman. I just love the scenic route! More times than never, we were lucky to see the fishermen coming up the shore while the tok peraihs wait for their catch. And the blue green colour of the sea was just..magnificent! I always had difficulty sleeping in moving vehicles so being the only one awake to accompany Aboh, we would often talk and I'd sing and he'd tell stories. *smile*

Our first stop was either Dungun or Pakato buy newspapers. An extra set of Malay dailies for Arwah Ki. And a magazine for us if we were behaving. We'd pass the beautiful Kemasik beach, and climbed the Kijal hill to get to Kemaman. It was rather steep those days..before we had the new highway. Right after we passed the Kemaman River (and the ketam nipah man) we were already in Chukai.

The stop in Kemaman was always fun because arwah Wan would buy so many food for breakfast. Nasi dagang, bekang, laksa gandum, kuih guppal - you name it, they had it. Cik Tik and Cik Pah, my youngest two aunties, would also prepare goodies like cookies or homemade crisps for our journey. While the elders were talking in the kitchen, Abang and I would try to coax Ki to bring us around in his basikal tua. And oh what fun it was!

With our tummies filled and our legs stretched, we continued on. An overload of food was damaging to the eyes, as Mama and my two brothers would be fast asleep even before we reached Cherating. I loved this area because the names of the villages (Kg. Sungai Ular and Kg Seberang Sungai Ular..how original is that?) as well as the beautiful view of the beaches. From there, Aboh would take the Kuantan bypass. Still full from breakfast, we rarely stopped at the rest area except for nature calls. Lunch stop would usually be either Maran or Temerloh, although we normally opted for the latter. Aboh with his fried noodle, Mama with her ikan patin and us, being more interested in junk food rather than lunch!


I do remember other places we passed, such as Gambang- the place we called the Bintang Tiga town, Lanchang- where I nearly posted a poison pen letter to my dad's evil ex-boss (that's another story!) and of course, Karak- the town where they had a KFC outlet way before KT had ours!

Our final stop would be Genting Sempah - the stop just before the tunnel. Mama would allow us to get kacang rebus (steamed groundnuts), jambu batu (guava) and sodas *and if we were lucky, those red-coloured crackers which looked like some tangled mess*. Then, the most awaited moment..going through the terowong. Those time, the tunnel wasn't as well lit nor was it as clean as it is now. It was very dark, and T and I would fight on who got to switch on the hazard lights. And we found it really funny to see our skin turning yellow because of the lighting.

Ridiculous, the things that impressed us back then!

Once we passed the tunnel, it was rather fast. We'd pass Gombak and Sentul (my landmark would be the La Salle school) and lo and behold, there we were in KL City. Happy as I was everytime we arrived, I couldn't wait till we would be on the move again.

As they say - what counts is not the destination, but the journey to get there.

Mood of the moment : Lighthearted

Monday, May 09, 2005

My Lord, you are just too irresistible!

Been trying to post something since Friday, but Blogger kept 'misplacing' my entry. Pffft!*Can't be bothered to write it again right now.*

But the weekend was rather good, because:

1) Watched Kingdom of Heaven (Read: Drooled over Balian, the Baron of Ibelin. Yummy Bloom has redeemed himself after Troy).

2) Got to see baby Maryam again. *She is just so adorable!*

3) Had a DVD marathon of Alias with T.

4) Celebrated Mama's Day with a simple breakfast of roti canai, but with full attendance of those who mattered.


Oh, did I mention how delicious Orlando Bloom was? *sigh*

Mood of the moment : In Lust

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Have you ever been in love?

Have you met the TRUE LOVE of your life?

It doesn't matter if you are still together, or he/she was the one who got away..

It doesn't even matter who (or what!) is your real love..


We need you to share your stories.

For more info, please visit "Real Love: Stories from bloggers united and the common people".

Wednesday, May 04, 2005

And a baby makes three!

Congratulations EllyB and Zezek for the arrival of Baby Maryam.

Their bouncing 4.05 kg baby girl was delivered this afternoon to a very tired mommy and a very excited daddy. Yes people, it's finally out.

Ohmigod, I am an aunt!

*goes off packing to visit mommy and baby*


Mood of the day : Excited